hey Mr. blog. im back! ive been busy making my site look good so i will be inspired to do more blogs in the future.
speaking of blogs, i found my journals i kept when i was still on the process of disintegrating my whole. when my life seemed shattered and torn and when i felt i could not stand up on my feet anymore. it sucked. sucked on the point that i was not able to find solace with my friends and that the only thing i felt comforting was the deafening silence and the excessive sleep i indulge myself with. It kept me in my own isolation and each day seemed like an agony of eternity that would never end. I could never imagine being back to that same experience again. I had learned multitudes of lessons, made a million realizations and along with that, i experienced living a hell within myself. Even now, i could never imagine going back to that damned place i created. Nor i could think of loving stupidly again, giving your whole trust only to find out it was never appreciated. oh, the ironies of love..
here are a couple of my journals i had written when i was socially isolating myself..i really couldn't believe i was that girl before..haiz..better i didnt end up a lunatic
or something..hahaha *stupid laugh*
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